Thursday, June 30, 2011

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5:45am, couldn't sleep. She felt guilty, incredibly so.

Last night she ate dinner.

And chocolate.

375g of chocolate.

Honestly, she stopped enjoying the taste by the second bar. She just couldn't stop, shoving it into her mouth like an animal. Like the pig she really is.



And so she continues to walk.

At least no ones here to witness her walk of shame.

Saturday, June 25, 2011

171

She jumped every time the telephone rang, hope swelling up in her chest making it difficult to breath. Though soon as the receiver was picked up and revealed to be anyone but him, she found it difficult to breathe for an entirely different reason.

They haven't even kissed yet and she was already attached to the boy. She couldn't help it, he made her laugh, she forgot about her worries as soon as he called, except now he became one of her worries as he hasn't called.

He hasn't got in contact with her in over two weeks.

Maybe she scared him off.

A calls that night to inform her that he asked her out. A wanted her blessing to say yes.

She hangs up and unplugs the phone, and yeah, maybe she forgets to eat.

It's not like she couldn't do with losing a few more pounds.