Thursday, November 17, 2011

161

Yes, she's down a whole lousy two pounds.
Her weight has been going up and down all week, her weak ass self going through stages of fasting and binging. :P
But tomorrow is a new day and she has to try and convince herself that she will be in the 140's by New Years.

Today she got a kick up the ass. Her and her class went to see Romeo & Juliet be performed in this small, hole-in the wall theatre. It was fantastic and she usually would've have been in a reasonably good mood for the rest of the day, but there was another school there as well. An all boys school, and her school is an all girl school. Can you see where she's going with this?

Basically, the less mortifying versions is, there was a guy there who she kinda fancied. He obviously didn't feel the same way as he was eyeing her much skinnier, blond friend, . The rest of the day was spent criticizing everything about her physical appearance, which wasn't helped by the fact that she's fifteen and still hasn't been kissed.

Hopefully, this will give her the motivation to get her act together or else she's going to end up as an old spinster with twenty-seven cats.

She's allergic to cats.

Replies to comments:
Anafly: She's fifteen. Yay for puberty. She just went into design, edit and then into backgrounds and there you go ^_^ Not exactly a stellar explanation but it's all she's got.

PerfectingMyEmptiness: Yes, you'll be literally across the channel from her ^_^ God help you :L

Mich: Did she ever tell you that you remind her of Luna Lovegood? You're just that awesome ^_^ She's pretty sure you're the only one who likes her talking in third-person :)

xoxo, E

Monday, November 7, 2011

163

Yes, the witch is back :)
And still incredibly fat :(
But that will change.
Hopefully. Definitely. Maybe.

On the other hand, Junior Cert year is already freaking the crap out of her and does anyone else find that talking in third person is a bit nutso? ^_^

Eh, why not? It's not like she's the most mentally stable person around.

Today, the day she finally got to use the computer without her parents hovering over her shoulder, is the day her ego got an extreme boost.

16 Followers? Really? You guys are awesome ^_^
It's nice to know that someone is listening to her insane rambles.

And the comments, Oi, gevald!
(why is she speaking Yiddish???)

Angels, all of you :D Makes her wonder why all the nice, caring, wonderful people (i.e. you guys) are the ones who go through hell :(

Thank you, Mich, S., aletha, Samzi, Sam Lupin, kes_ana, kittymewmew2, meg goodman, parisienne.love, Cordelia. , little miss unknown, missinsanity., Starving Artist
, Ruby LoveBird, AkArY & K-, zero.

Seriously, she wouldn't know what to do without you guys,
xoxo E